My moody weekends

I had just received a message that my friend “Amy”, her mother had passed away due to suffer from cancer disease. Her mother is a beautiful and kindness person. Amy is also a good girl and always take care of her mother. I felt so sad when I heard that her mother can’t stay longer. We all are sending our condolence to her. This is one of the unhappiness that I have in this weekend.

The weather was very hot and stuffy. I was fall sick after my friend’s wedding ceremony. I took a long nap after I came back from the ceremony and I thought I can recover after the nap. Unfortunately, something that you wish is not always happen. Headache is one of my blacklisted sick in my lists. I can’t have it because no medicine can cure me due to I am allergy to this type of painkiller. Flu is one of my friends, he must visit me at least once in two weeks sometimes once in a week. Having sick and staying at home whole day made me felt I am so “SICK” and mood was not in a good condition anymore. Furthermore, a sad message from friend, my mood was down to inside a deep hole. How I wish there is someone could comfort and concern me (maybe from message or a 5 mins talk in a call) but I was too tired and sick, I missed the call at the night.

In this morning, I woke up and felt that my full energy could defend my moody last night. It was a fully recover feeling from sick. I told myself that today is a good day. No matter how, sick is over, new day is coming. I thought that I could have a wonderful day such as shopping, out for dinner and blak blak... Luckily, I have not date anyone yet. Because during working time, she visited me and she brought me a very “good” lunch. I had to say bye bye to my wonderful day and stay at home again to fight with her. Was told myself, it’s ok, It’s fine to comfort myself. However, something make me felt bad was lonely and quiet at home, my parents went to visit my grandmother, my brothers went out, he went to work and friends are not available. I don’t want to disturb when people is busy. Again, I only have a little wish which is to receive a warm and concern call or message if he is available.

Finally, received the call…. The call was received in the evening; I was suffering in the whole afternoon. When get to know that he is not that busy and always have free time, my mood was down again. I really had not in a good mood in this weekend.
I wish the coming weekdays would be better days for me.. always have positive thinking is good… It’s time to have my dinner…

Good day tomorrow..

the emo me..

I was so emo that day after jam in the traffic for one and half hour. Those lousy drivers and “sleeping” drivers on the road really made me frustrated especially in the traffic jam. I felt disappointed with myself to throw my emo to my love one. I think I need to attend training on control my emo... In fact, my sen sei told me that my liver is not healthy and it affects me to become so emo most of the time.. haha... ok, I actually do not want to blame on my unhealthy liver which cause me emo but I hope my emo could reduce after I finish those “bitter Chinese medicine”. 

 This blog has been abondon by me quite awhile of time, I hope i can keep it updating.