I had just received a message that my friend “Amy”, her mother had passed away due to suffer from cancer disease. Her mother is a beautiful and kindness person. Amy is also a good girl and always take care of her mother. I felt so sad when I heard that her mother can’t stay longer. We all are sending our condolence to her. This is one of the unhappiness that I have in this weekend.
The weather was very hot and stuffy. I was fall sick after my friend’s wedding ceremony. I took a long nap after I came back from the ceremony and I thought I can recover after the nap. Unfortunately, something that you wish is not always happen. Headache is one of my blacklisted sick in my lists. I can’t have it because no medicine can cure me due to I am allergy to this type of painkiller. Flu is one of my friends, he must visit me at least once in two weeks sometimes once in a week. Having sick and staying at home whole day made me felt I am so “SICK” and mood was not in a good condition anymore. Furthermore, a sad message from friend, my mood was down to inside a deep hole. How I wish there is someone could comfort and concern me (maybe from message or a 5 mins talk in a call) but I was too tired and sick, I missed the call at the night.
In this morning, I woke up and felt that my full energy could defend my moody last night. It was a fully recover feeling from sick. I told myself that today is a good day. No matter how, sick is over, new day is coming. I thought that I could have a wonderful day such as shopping, out for dinner and blak blak... Luckily, I have not date anyone yet. Because during working time, she visited me and she brought me a very “good” lunch. I had to say bye bye to my wonderful day and stay at home again to fight with her. Was told myself, it’s ok, It’s fine to comfort myself. However, something make me felt bad was lonely and quiet at home, my parents went to visit my grandmother, my brothers went out, he went to work and friends are not available. I don’t want to disturb when people is busy. Again, I only have a little wish which is to receive a warm and concern call or message if he is available.
Finally, received the call…. The call was received in the evening; I was suffering in the whole afternoon. When get to know that he is not that busy and always have free time, my mood was down again. I really had not in a good mood in this weekend.
I wish the coming weekdays would be better days for me.. always have positive thinking is good… It’s time to have my dinner…
Good day tomorrow..
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Saturday, May 22, 2010
the emo me..
I was so emo that day after jam in the traffic for one and half hour. Those lousy drivers and “sleeping” drivers on the road really made me frustrated especially in the traffic jam. I felt disappointed with myself to throw my emo to my love one. I think I need to attend training on control my emo... In fact, my sen sei told me that my liver is not healthy and it affects me to become so emo most of the time.. haha... ok, I actually do not want to blame on my unhealthy liver which cause me emo but I hope my emo could reduce after I finish those “bitter Chinese medicine”.
This blog has been abondon by me quite awhile of time, I hope i can keep it updating.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Desperado
Just wanted to share a song here, It's so beautiful song...
***
Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow
Don' you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get
Desperado,
Oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado,
Why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you (Let somebody love you)
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late
***
***
Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow
Don' you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get
Desperado,
Oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado,
Why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you (Let somebody love you)
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late
***
Friday, March 26, 2010
SOGO Trip
Sogo trip is one of the culture in my company. SOGO is a named of a shopping complex where located in the golden triangle area in Kuala Lumpur. We used to organize a trip to SOGO on Friday (during 2 hours lunch) for our staffs because they used to go there when our old office was near by sogo. Since we moved to another building where located far from sogo and the Company decided to provide this benefit to the staffs which this called SOGO trip once in awhile or if there are many people requested. Have you heard about this kind of culture in your or any company? Special is it? I was surprised when the first time I get to know about this culture in my company. This is so special and I have never seen any other company provide this services to the staffs.
Today, we have had SOGO trip again... Ann and I purposely went there for lunch. We had our greater and bigger lunch at The Manhatta Fish Market. You know what we order? We ordered a set of Manhattan Seafood plate for two. Both of us are not used to eat alot person but today's meal really mean alot for us....
At last, we were not manage to finish the french fried and some rice. Arggg... felt very full after eaten the big lunch. After the big lunch, we went back to office by bus. I was fall asleep in the journey back to office. I felt I have not enough sleep and very tired until I can fall asleep in the bus when my colleagues were making noise at surrounding me. To me, sogo trip is just a chance for me to go out and look for some delicious food on working days. Usually, I will settle my lunch in the office like biscuit, bread, maggie cup, home cooking food or sometimes join some of the boss go out for lunch but seldom have this kind of chances. :( This is something that I would like to share......a special and unique culture in my company.
Please share with me if you have heard any similar culture like this... It would be so interesting..
Thank you and good night... ZzzzZzzz.... tired.....
At last, we were not manage to finish the french fried and some rice. Arggg... felt very full after eaten the big lunch. After the big lunch, we went back to office by bus. I was fall asleep in the journey back to office. I felt I have not enough sleep and very tired until I can fall asleep in the bus when my colleagues were making noise at surrounding me. To me, sogo trip is just a chance for me to go out and look for some delicious food on working days. Usually, I will settle my lunch in the office like biscuit, bread, maggie cup, home cooking food or sometimes join some of the boss go out for lunch but seldom have this kind of chances. :( This is something that I would like to share......a special and unique culture in my company.
Please share with me if you have heard any similar culture like this... It would be so interesting..
Thank you and good night... ZzzzZzzz.... tired.....
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
My Hero
Just discovered a very fun website. This website consist a movie which is made from Swedish. It is a thank you movie. What is it about? It's about the citizens thanks for their hero in the world by making an announcement in the radio and on the TV. Do you want to know more about the movie?
The speech given by the president in this movie:-
Can you hear me?
In times like these we have to ask ourselves several important questions.
How can you, I, our friends and children really trust that what we see on TV and hear on the radio is true?
How do we know that our opinions are really our own?
How can we be sure that the weak voices are heard and not scared into silence?
I can tell you how.
There is one person we can thank for all of this.
We can thank this person for giving us new perspectives.
We can thank this person for giving us a choice.
This person gives us an alternative to uniformity and short-term thinking.
We owe this person for making an ordinary day into something special.
A day when we rise from the TV Couch and say: "I've changed my opinion."
There's only one word that does full justice to that person: Hero
Thank you!
Here I show you my hero at below,
http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1269434978781RA22
I would said, they are my hero in my life. Therefore, I am making this movie to thanks them because they always take care, sayang, protect, give me their love all the time. I feel very appreciated on their caring and love. To mum and dad, "You're my Herooooooo.....!!!"
By the way, who is your Hero?
The speech given by the president in this movie:-
Can you hear me?
In times like these we have to ask ourselves several important questions.
How can you, I, our friends and children really trust that what we see on TV and hear on the radio is true?
How do we know that our opinions are really our own?
How can we be sure that the weak voices are heard and not scared into silence?
I can tell you how.
There is one person we can thank for all of this.
We can thank this person for giving us new perspectives.
We can thank this person for giving us a choice.
This person gives us an alternative to uniformity and short-term thinking.
We owe this person for making an ordinary day into something special.
A day when we rise from the TV Couch and say: "I've changed my opinion."
There's only one word that does full justice to that person: Hero
Thank you!
Here I show you my hero at below,
http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1269434978781RA22
I would said, they are my hero in my life. Therefore, I am making this movie to thanks them because they always take care, sayang, protect, give me their love all the time. I feel very appreciated on their caring and love. To mum and dad, "You're my Herooooooo.....!!!"
By the way, who is your Hero?
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Begin to blog again...
Blogging - for me is like something very difficult to start on.. due to many many reasons which are from internal and external factors. Emm.. maybe most of the reasons are my excuses to not begin to blog. Or maybe some are demotivate myself to begin to blog. Haha.. I found my excuses and demotivated from the blogging world while I am thinking "why am i not continue to blog in MySpace?". I used to have a blog in MySpace for long long time ago, but then, I forget about blogging. Even I remember I used to have a blog as my dairy which is not publicity, but I realize that I forget which account (am kinda absent-minded) - maybe one day I could remember that account.
I imported all my old blogs to remind myself and said "hey, actually you have been blogging for quite sometimes ago, why not continue with this habit?". And then, I was wanted to begin the blog at few days ago, but unfortunately something has happened on my family member. Been busying and worrying for few days, I have seen she seems getting better but she may takes a long time to fully recover it. I wish "she" can recover very very soon and "he" is seems recovering very speedy as he got minor infection only. Just need to take care of both big "kids" at home.
Now@at the moment, someone has actually influenced me to begin blogging again. Congrats to him that he is successfully influencing me to begin my journey here..Well, I must find a lot a lot of motivation to make myself feel to be continue blogging now and then. No more excuse to give up and abandon my blog again.
Again! Welcome to my eSpace here..
I imported all my old blogs to remind myself and said "hey, actually you have been blogging for quite sometimes ago, why not continue with this habit?". And then, I was wanted to begin the blog at few days ago, but unfortunately something has happened on my family member. Been busying and worrying for few days, I have seen she seems getting better but she may takes a long time to fully recover it. I wish "she" can recover very very soon and "he" is seems recovering very speedy as he got minor infection only. Just need to take care of both big "kids" at home.
Now@at the moment, someone has actually influenced me to begin blogging again. Congrats to him that he is successfully influencing me to begin my journey here..Well, I must find a lot a lot of motivation to make myself feel to be continue blogging now and then. No more excuse to give up and abandon my blog again.
Again! Welcome to my eSpace here..
Monday, March 15, 2010
The old blogs from MySpace
My old's blog in yr 2007..... The purpose of this new blog entry is to store the old blog because i wanted to delete the old blog in MySpace... Welcome tO NeW eSPACE of Mine...
October 21
不是&只是
October 21
不是&只是
不是想要你的帮助，只是想要你安慰一下
不是想要你给 ”鱼” 我，只是想要找人靠一下
不是不想要独立, 只是想要依赖你一下
不行吧？
不好吗？
12:58 AM
December 20
Just feel to write
Just feel to write
Today i lost 50 bucks! haizh..so bad luck, dont even know when and where m i lost it, it just gone~!!
as if i knw my previous history, if i lost 20bucks i also would feel very sad de, but today, almost nothing la,
but still feel abit unhappy de.. abit only lor.. not that serious like before the 'ME'...
i think i have changed abit, change not to be too mean and not to see the money too big..
year goes by years, people did change their personality, i did change also, but not enough...
i am still a very emotional person, always feel moody when something goes wrong with me..
i think i really have some problem, or is my emotion really disturbing you?
i m thinking that, or we really not suit each other and make it like that..
why am i communicate with others like my fren or family, i would not be like that..
i also dont really know.. who can tell me.. what's happening?
i really need to change myself, cant be too emotional, it's really will affect people. include family and friend.
sometimes i can be very quiet till whole day never talk... but sometimes i can be very aggressive... (too much opinion when i disagree with something)
i am bad.. is it? (yes i do agree)
P/S: don be serious to reading this, just feel to write it.. only me understand then enough dy lor..actually wanted to write much but feel sleepy.. so sleep 1st..
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