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My old's blog in yr 2007..... The purpose of this new blog entry is to store the old blog because i wanted to delete the old blog in MySpace... Welcome tO NeW eSPACE of Mine...



October 21

不是&只是

不是想要你的帮助，只是想要你安慰一下

不是想要你给 ”鱼” 我，只是想要找人靠一下

不是不想要独立, 只是想要依赖你一下

不行吧？

不好吗？

12:58 AM

December 20

Just feel to write

Today i lost 50 bucks! haizh..so bad luck, dont even know when and where m i lost it, it just gone~!!

as if i knw my previous history, if i lost 20bucks i also would feel very sad de, but today, almost nothing la,

but still feel abit unhappy de.. abit only lor.. not that serious like before the 'ME'...

i think i have changed abit, change not to be too mean and not to see the money too big..

year goes by years, people did change their personality, i did change also, but not enough...

i am still a very emotional person, always feel moody when something goes wrong with me..

i think i really have some problem, or is my emotion really disturbing you?

i m thinking that, or we really not suit each other and make it like that..

why am i communicate with others like my fren or family, i would not be like that..

i also dont really know.. who can tell me.. what's happening?

i really need to change myself, cant be too emotional, it's really will affect people. include family and friend.

sometimes i can be very quiet till whole day never talk... but sometimes i can be very aggressive... (too much opinion when i disagree with something)

i am bad.. is it? (yes i do agree)

P/S: don be serious to reading this, just feel to write it.. only me understand then enough dy lor..actually wanted to write much but feel sleepy.. so sleep 1st..

12:21 AM

December 11

Love finds you in memories

Love Finds You in Memories

Me and you
How to compare in this lifetime
Me and you
Almost be together forever
The time and place we unexpectedly meet
Is like a drama
Doesn't know where to start

Love is too heavy
Not enough air to breathe in
Love is too beautiful
Lightly yet unable to carry it
When love arrived
It's just like a beautiful weather
When love is gone
It suddenly changed into blizzard rainstorm

*If I could hate you
Painfully hate you with all my strength
Hiding and evading when we encounter
It's because wanting to let you go
But still missing you
Who is more miserable than I am
Fearing being reminded of the past
No matter how hard the arms are stretched
There is still distance between us*

You are far away
How to say I'm sorry
You are very near
Yet suddenly left in split second
Maybe happiness is too brief
Like a meteor shower
In a blink of the eye
Feels like a mirage yet afraid to remember

I rather heartlessly hate you
I'm still searching for you in my memories

(i feel very touching with this lyric, i like it so much...)

9:29 PM

November 15

你不在

不见了，找不回了，怎么办？

感觉不到你的存在，感觉不到你的方向，你在那里？

时间的过去，你也不在了。。是好还是坏，我不知。。

那就让这种感觉慢慢的，渐渐的过去吧。。好让我的心情都平静一下吧。。

10:15 PM

July 08

What is the LOVE?

How to define LOVE...

Love is that feelings you get when you meet a RIGHT person.

Love is mysterious, magical, complex and difficult to explain.

Love is an attachment that you really appreciate their goodness.

Love is patient, kind, protects, trusts, hopes and perseveres.

Love is something that you will not expected returns. No limitation, no judgement, no expectation....

Love - different people will express LOVE in differently, it is a universal experience.

Love is a connection between the two people that they have trust, intimacy and an interdependence that enhances both partners.

Love does not have logical issues, which it is illogical.

Love is no reason. i love means i love..i love so i love.. no reason, no why, and nothing else..

Love is comforming someone in need of love and having them know that somebody cares about you.

Love is a decision. If you want love, you might find out yourself, you must to be on the initiative to get it by yourself,

not waiting for it and get from people.

Love is complicate for life?

With love, there are a lots of happiness event and sadness event...which events are occurs occasionally?

different people have different experience, some might experience more sadness than happieness.

"To describe love is very difficult, for the same reason that words cannot fully describe the flavor of an orange.

You have to taste the fruit to know its flavor. so Love, too" - by Paramahansa Yogananda

Love is the ability and willingness to allow those you care for to be what they choose for themselves,

without any insistence that they satisy you. - by Leo Buscaglia

Love is when your puppy kiss your face even after you left him or her alone at home whole day. - by Mary Ann (age 4)

LOVE for me, i would like to say it is a mystery feelings with the person. Love is free, love is unconditional, love is own enjoyment !

Love is willing to sacrified all the things to him or her, and the importance is the trust between the couples.

I love because i love, i love because it may be love...

then, how will you define LOVE in your dictionary or your own opinion?

5:04 PM

July 04

Saying sorry to someone

I wish to say sorry to someone here.. haizh.. dunno why I will suddenly scold u de ar.. I am so sorry .. dont put in your mind ok?

不是有心的，不要生气咯！

人啊，有时候也会不知不觉的说错话。

人啊，有时候也会不知不觉的发脾气。

人啊，有时候也会从开心变得不开心。(EMOTIONAL MAR?)

说错话时要会说sorry, 乱发脾气时就要control自己啊，从开心变得不开心的情绪也会影响它人，

所以呢，

我在讲废话吗？HEHE..没有啦。。 只是想说做好自己咯。。。

9:53 PM

June 28

Unhappy day

从昨晚midnight一直到现在我的心情都没有好过，上下反复不停，昨晚的事再加上刚刚的考试又不会做，真的很想去撞墙啦。。这次考试给我拿1/4的分我都会偷笑，是真的啦。study group也没有用啊，那要怎么办。每一次考试时我都觉得我会可是每当拿到test paper的时候就不会啊啊啊。。wuhuwuhuhu。。。。 不想在想了啦。。哭了一晚，不是，是昨晚哭了一下子，昨晚又没怎样睡到，早上又要上课，现在的我是很累很累的。可是就是睡不下去，为什么？真痛苦啊！我还 以为我可以受得了你所说我的缺点可是到后来也是受不了真的很差劲哦。可要想个办法来调试一下自己的心情。不开心的事我很快就会把它忘掉干干净净的啦。今晚 又要出去庆祝birthday，希望不要再发生不愉快的事。。

4:09 PM

June 11

Found Purse

Actually today i suppose have to go to re-do my I.C, driving lisence and report after my morning class.. but while i reached the balai polis and thought wana go to report then i received a call from UCSI.. you guess what? a guy found my purse, contact UCSI and ask them to inform me .. then i calledl the guy to get back my purse.. when i get the call i felt very happy because the one who unlucky on saturday, was lucky today, cz someone is honestly and good person willing to return me my purse..thank you Mr desmond..

and one more lucky thing is i have a best best sis who willing to fetch me go here and there and accompany me to get back my purse... really really wana thanks her... ! i knew that she already felt tired de la..because she was driving and found the place..(somewhere at jalan raja chulan)... thank you so much..sis.. if u see this blog one day..haha..muakss..

8:01 PM

June 10

Lost Wallet

why so unlucky..and careless? aiyo.. actually today suppose very happy 1 because i got my handsome car n meet my jie mui who i long time didnt see them, but while we wanted to go home from midvalley, i lost my wallet while i found my car key inside my bag. (i assume that) i left it on the ground beside my car and got a gang of indian guys, they were standing in front of my car while i was returning the car.. when i realise missing my wallet i was in the mamak store already.. then i went back with 2 of my jie mui, but also can not found it already.. haihz.... hope can find back my wallet by the helping of the security who incharge in the midvalley.. hope can get their call tmr and tell me that they found it...agghhhhh.....i jz wan back my I.C, driving lesson and student ID only ... cz if not wana go and report and re-do the lesson stuff very ma fan 1..aiyo.. dont like to do those ma fan stuff... haihz.. so careless ar... happy and unhappy things also happened together in one night....what do u think how's my mood now?? confusing whether is happy or worry liao.. ok .. stop here.. it's time to sleep...anyway, thx for my jie mui, accompany me went back there find it and report to the security ...thx u (^_^)

2:10 AM

June 08

是男人的问题是吗?

男人的问题是：
如果你对他好，他说你爱上他了；对他不好，他说你骄傲。
如果你穿得很漂亮，他说你企图诱惑他，
如果不，他说你是乡下来的。
如果你跟他理论，他说你固执；
如果你沉默，他说你没大脑！
如果你不跟他做爱，他说你不爱他；
如果跟他做，他说你是贱货！
如果你吸烟，你是坏女孩；
如果他吸烟，他是绅士。
如果你考试成绩好，他说是运气；
如果他考得好，他说是实力！
如果你比他聪明，他说那是小聪明，
如果他比你聪明，他就是有智慧。

男人，看了不好生气哦！开个玩笑的啦。。
女人，看了可以笑一笑啦！哈哈。。

11:38 AM

May 29

Friend

Friend 朋友

朋友是那来利用的吗？

有真心的朋友存在的吗？

朋友对你来说重要吗？

朋友对你来说的定义是什么呢？

有没有朋友对你来说都不要紧吗？

你喜欢自己一个人吗？

11:45 PM

May 19

有事没事

“一些事没人做， 一些人没事做，

没事的人盯着做事的人， 议论做事的人做的事，

于是老板夸奖没事的人， 因为他看到做不成，

于是老板训诫做事的人， 因为他做不成事,

使做事的人做不成事做不好事,

一些没事的人总是没事做,

一些做事的人总有做不完的事,

一些没事的人 滋事闹事,

使做事的人不得不做更多的事,

结果好事变坏事 小事变大事 简单的事变复杂的事“

有意思吗？你觉得呢...?hehe...

11:32 PM

May 12

Accident

一波未平，一波又起。。

今天上午打算要去店帮忙，我救驾车出门。在路途中，突然间我感觉到好像要晕晕地的时候，一时没看见前面的Harrier煞车，我也来不及刹车我的车就BANG撞下去。我当时也呆了一下，很害怕，不知所措，马上就通知我爸。。在那一瞬间我真的被吓坏了，从没撞过车的我，真的觉得很伤心和害怕。害怕不知道怎么办才好。。幸亏对方好好人没有大声的把我给骂一顿。原本病已经好的七七八八了，这么被吓一下我的fever and headache又来了。。

辛好人没事可是我的车就很大件事啦，sob sob….

对方是大车当然也没事咯。。我的车就这样又要1k-2k来修理。。可怜。。

我的车大概在一个月后才能修好吧。。真的是连续病了三天，今天第四天又有一个送我一场accident。真的很不知如何形容我现在的心情。。好难受啊~！

6:52 PM

May 11

My sick day

对发烧药和止痛药敏感的我，当发烧和头痛的时候我就会很cham..

This few days really a hard day for me.. because fever, headache, flu, sore throat and gastric..

wahlao.. all came to find me at the same time..u say cham or not..haihz..

allergy with the fever pill and just only can drink water let the body temperture goes down.. it's very hard without the pill..

my mum warn me that i need to drink a lot of water after went every trip... she said that i always fall on sick after trip since i was a young..

是的是的我知错了啦。这几天真的过得蛮辛苦的啦。昨晚我胃痛的很厉害tiam.. 胃痛的感觉不好受，所以各位要好好的takecare of你们的胃哟。。

10:48 PM

7人之旅

半夜凌晨12点从KL直冲去到kuantan的林明山，已经4am，要在此谢谢Danny和王老师，辛苦了两位driver..

第一次去到林明山的我，因为有adventure的感觉，很刺激唷。我们只用了45分钟就爬到上去了，厉害吧！Hohoho...

第一次看到云海的我，还以为是湖，hehee...都是第一次嘛不要怪我咯。。因为天还没亮看不清楚嘛。。那时候还是凌晨4点多而已。。

第一次想要看日出，可是满天都是乌云所以看不到啦。。wuhuhuhu..（伤心）

爬完山后，我们每个人都很很很累了，因为一阵晚都没睡啊，

（还好我是唯一一个有在路途睡了一下下，还被他们说我是睡最多的一个，不过我承认啦，我是！）hehee...

到了Apartment后，all of us sleep like a pig.. including me ..hehe.. pig again..except sheimy and ahyan, they went out and bought some food for our dinner (steamboat) yummy yummy~~

还好还有beach可以去一下不然没有什么好玩的咯~

在夜晚我们在沙滩上慢步，欣赏着又大又圆的月亮（刚好那天是十五）和满天闪亮的星星。。好浪漫吧！

我觉得最爽的时候是爬山的时候，拿着手电筒照着地上一步一步的爬上去。虽然林明山不是很高可是觉得还蛮痛快得。maybe这是第一次爬山吧令我有如此痛快的感觉。下次要去更高的。。哈哈

10:28 PM

April 30

Observation

在GIANT的几天都很累因为我没有在HYPERMARKET做过PROMOTER，不可相信吧?
GIANT的第一天
好可怜的我，被骂了好多次哦，现在才知道里面是有很多RULES的啊！
不可这样不可那样。好烦唷。。
而且还被那个AGENT气死，什么都没跟我交代, uniform, letter, and punch card都没给我，ARGGG。。。

小小的 observation

人总是喜欢 shopping, 买这个买那个，有用没用都买
可是也有人shopping, 只是喜欢看看东西而已。。

有一对老公公和老婆婆好像小小的情侣一样手牵手走进来
看到他们那样幸福的样子，给我感觉到我自己也好幸福哦。。hehehee..

有很多很可爱的小孩，
有些吵要买玩具，有些吵要买零食，有些还吵要坐在TROLI里面，有些呢当妈妈没牵着自己的手时就到处乱跑，当走失了就大哭的在找爸爸妈妈。。HAHA。。小孩子嘛是这样的嘛

当人对你笑的时候，自然的你也会对他笑，对吧?
我发现啊，当我对人微笑的时候，不是每一个都会对你笑回。甚至有些啊会当做没看见你。他们是shy or self-center呢? 还是别的?

在那里3天，我看到真的很多，是很多不同的BEHAVIOR和PERSONALITY。
还有不同的表情。。
还蛮值得的一个小小的OBSERVATION。。哈哈。。

5:24 PM